Pre-U

I was so excited when I got my spm result but the excitement ended so fast.
It was ended by “tension". The JPA scholarship did not open yet !!!
So, I went to school and met the counselor and got some free advices.
My Mind was not blur after that. I had my plan : apply all the scholarships.
I went to buy the pin number to be a primary school teacher.
I came home, applied it, but did not confirm it.
Reason: I prefer to be a secondary school teacher rather than a primary teacher.
I tried to apply other scholarships such as Sinchew, Tarc, ASEAN, ...
of course, they don't have the course I want, and we need to hit its high target.
and the private universities make the education as a business.
Where to get lots of money?
So, I had made a tough decision. = WAIT !
What a good decision.We are making decision and waiting throughout our life.
I narrowed the scope. Form Six or Matriculation. What could I do was only WAIT.
The Government only gives the scholarship to top students.
The Matriculation is opened to 10% of non-bumiputera ( this is what I heard) .
So, i had set My Mind to do From Six at High School.
I even took the book and studied. HOHO !
When I study Biology, I can see Chemistry;
When I study Chemistry, I can see Physics.
They need each other. They are called Science.
... ...
I checked for my name in Form Six.
What?
I am not qualified to study Form Six?
NeverMind, wait for Matriculation. And I got it.
Many(between 5 and 10 but it is considered as "many") of my friends got the same place and...
Kedah, we are coming ! As long as there have books for us to study. just Enjoy it.
Bye bye, the longest holiday of my life. Sobs.